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 Met up with Alyssa love finally. Yes yes my lovely ass. We had sakae and when we were about to finish received a call from QF. So afterall the dragging and such we met up and headed to summer breeze and bitch!;) 

My lovely ass must be strong strong. We are just cool like that yo!.

QF's suddenly reminded me that he actions are like someone whom I know but.... OUH FUCK. He is soooo like Jordon. Okay. Yea. They way he laugh at whatever he said-.- hahahaha! He said he wanted to ask me something after the call but he has yet to done so and it is eating me up but dang! Who cares. ANYWAYS~ Ass's eyecandy is AHEM! HAHA:D What a small singapore!!! 

OUH, WE BUMPED INTO MS KAUR AND SHE IS SITTING SO NEXT TO OUR TABLE. HAHA! SAD. SHE WANTED TO SMOKE BUT BECAUSE WE WERE THERE SO SHE KEPT BACK THE CIGARETTES? HAHA! I WAS LIKE "IT'S OKAY, WE ARE ALL ADULTS NOW AND WHAT'S MORE, WE'RE DOING THE SAME;)" SHE WAS LIKE NONO I WILL JUST STICK TO MY DRINKS FIRST! 

HERE COMES THE BEST PART. COS ASS WAS SO TIRED AND HER HEAD GOT A LITTLE HEAVY SO HALF OF THE TIME I HAD MY ARMS AROUND HER AND SHE WAS LYING ON MY SHOULDERS. 

MISS KAUR:*LOOK WITH THAT QUESTIONING LOOK AND ASK:" HOW'S LIFE"

ME:"NONONONO! WE NOT TGT. JUST BEST FRIENDS!" AND WE JUST LOL-ED!

I can be very motherly sisterly or lesby to people i love but definitely, I AM STRAIGHT:) A dick preferred over pussy:D 

I wonder how is miera coping. I am afraid I am end up like her.... Frankly, although I seem to be coping well, I am hardly over the previous break off. Dane is attach now. Just a few weeks back, he was still trying to win miera back, now he is attach. If it is me, it fucking hurts.... I will feel so lost. I want to cry. I want to know why. It does not feel good, frankly, to see someone who I have not gotten fully over to be with another person. Maybe QF shouldn't have remained as friends with insertsname. Does it makes it much easier to move on? Frankly, with him in my profile, now and then when I randomly misses him, I would go to his page, curious of how is his life now. You know, things like is his FYP going well and etc? I am like some stupid woman. 

OKAY I WANNA COMPLAIN. Apparently KKJ was gossiping and he say my face is like woah, her bf sure die. confirm kenna bully. Hello!~ This is like the TOTAL OPPOSITE CAN?! HAHAHA! Stop looking at how am I in the past. YES, FREAKING PAST. I don't fight in canteen now, I don't punch the mirror till it breaks, I don't punch the wall till my hands bleed because that fuck guy was irritating the shit outta me and he was so far away from me that I can't punch his fuckface and when all the HODs and principal come down he fucking no balls act one innocent. Fucking TWO YEARS OLDER THAN ME STILL WANT TO play phunk=.= I don't kick the metal railing till it gets dented. YES. I am all a whole new soul starting from since I started to open up myself. Fullstop. Don't talk about my past anymore:) What ever happens in CCSS, stays in CCSS. Well, Ms kaur also brought up my DM. HAHA! Well well, Ms Kaur was the only one who was kind to me and she just totally understood me without me having to say much. 

I was always misunderstood in school. I get accused for things I don't do and become masterminds of foul plays whenever it happens. It just pisses me big time and of course I always fought back in a bad way. I owe Ms Kaur big time. If I have not met her, I really dunno where am I going to be now. 

My parents don't go school and the level of chinese they know is just those simplified ones. I hardly spoke to anyone because when I was young they were hardly around and when I grew older I am just used to being myself. Frankly,I spoke more to my dog than to anyone else in the household. And it was hard for me to communicate with my parents because there are so many things that I know in english but it was hard for me to translate to chinese or hokkien and it just get so tiresome that I just choose to shut up. Even till today, my younger sis was like asking me to tell my mum she needs to buy TYS because she say later they thought she lying again. I told her straight to tell herself cos it is difficult communicating with them. Then my 2nd sis was asking us what is it abt. BAHHHHHH!

Alright. My teacher just spoken to me on9. HAHA! She say now chio bu already hor. I was like because now grow up know how to be more image cautious liao.... Going to bed LIAOOOOOOOO!

I am a freaking whole new soul:D:D:D:D:D okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay??:) 

Someone just added me in fb and I swear, he has splitting images of my ex bf. Of cos not the recent ones. I showed my sis she was like 0_0 also. HAHA! He came talking to me on9 and asked for my no and of course, I din give. I mean, I only know he is from NP thats all. Plus if he is slightly better looking then maybe. Sorry to say but after being through shits, I rather have a handsome cute guy letting me down then some.....
 

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